Wednesday, October 7, 2009

Your kindness, Lord, leads us to repentance!

"Do you presume on the riches of His kindness and forbearance and patience, not knowing that God's kindness is meant to lead you to repentance?"

Often we forget that feelings of guilt and conviction and especially repentance are gifts that flow from the goodness and kindness of our Great God! We often think of repentance as the "hammer of God" coming down upon us...although at times it may feel like God is crushing us, remember that it is out of His goodness and kindness that He is working and bringing us to a place of repentance. Ultimately God is kind and good to bring us to "repent" so that we can be brought back to God. If God wanted to hurt His children with only the desire to 'hurt' us...then He would simply leave or forsake us because that would be the worst treatment He could give us. But, the fact that we are His children guarantees that He will never leave or forsake us. Instead, He is committed to working in us by His Spirit. God is a jealous God and He will most certainly continue to work in us to bring us back to Himself and to make us more like Himself. It may be that God has to chasten or discipline us (as His children) in order to awaken us and cause us to listen, obey and trust Him greater. And while we are on the issue of God's chastisement - listen to what Octavius Winslow has to say about God's chastening:

"Think, suffering child of God, of the many consoling, alleviating, and soothing circumstances connected with your chastisement. How much worse your position might be, how much more aggravated the nature of your sorrow, and how much heavier the stroke of the rod. Think of the disproportion of the chastisement to the sin, for 'know that God exacts of you less than your iniquity deserves.' Think of the many divine supports, the precious promises, the tenderness of God, the gentleness of Christ, the sympathy and affection dwelling in the hearts of the saints-and all this will demonstrate to you that the chastisement of the saints is the chastening of love."

Any suffering or chastisement that God's children receive never flows from the source of wrath or anger or condemnation. If we find ourselves underneath our Heavenly Father's chastisement or discipline, it is because of His great love for us. Again, listen to Winslow:

"Oh, could we always analyze the cup, how astonished should we be to find that in the bitterest draught that ever touched our lips the principal ingredient was love! That love saw the discipline needful, and love selected the chastisement sent, and love appointed the instrument by which it should come, and love arranged the circumstances by which it should take place, and love fixed the time when it should transpire, and love heard the sigh, and saw the tear, and marked the anguish, and never for one moment withdrew its beaming eye from the sufferer. Alas! How much is this truth overlooked by the disciplined believer!"

Wednesday, August 12, 2009

Some Things You Just Can't Get Away From!

It is always nice to get away for a vacation. My wife and I enjoyed our time away with our children. Our vacation began with a Worship conference in Gaithersburg, Maryland. After 3 1/2 days of services and seminars, our vacation officially began.

While we "vacationed" from work and Warren...I was reminded of two things that we never vacation from:

1. Sickness - unfortunately, our youngest son, Jaxson, got an ear infection while we were away. He is improving now that we have been home, but he was definitely not himself for the final 3 or 4 days of our vacation. When we plan for vacations, we don't always consider the possibility of one or more members of the family being ill. While this did not ruin our vacation it certainly caused us to adjust.

2. Sin nature - ok...so we are reminded afresh and anew this vacation of indwelling sin! We deceive ourselves when we think that changing our location (as if there is some perfect setting) will change our nature or make us better people. Actually, vacations can bring out a family's vulnerability to sin more so than our normal routines. Since vacations are intended to be fun-filled days that make special memories - we often find ourselves uniquely tempted. The children have such a temptation to be selfish about what activities the family does. Or in the activities, the children can be tempted to complain about who gets to be first or who gets to have the bed as opposed to the pullout sofa, etc. And the parents can be tempted to be impatient with their selfish children or to get angry that these perfect memories that they had planned for their scrapbooks are getting ruined!!

Of course, all of this is not anything that we have experienced...just what I have observed about other families while we were vacationing!!

The fact that we can never vacation or have a time of cessation from sickness and sin is a reminder that there is a day coming when we will have the ULTIMATE VACATION! Because Christ has won the victory over sickness and sin and death, we know that there will be a day where sickness and sin will be no more...but we will not experience it in full until we are resting in our Heavenly Abode with our Risen Savior! So, vacations are nice...but they are once again a small glimpse of the rest and joy that we look forward to in Eternity with our Great Savior!

One last note, while we were away we spent much time in amish country. My wife and daughter both enjoy reading the amish novels and were looking forward to seeing some of the culture and lifestyle that they read about in these novels. As for me, I just enjoy the good food! Actually, I kinda find the amish culture and family life as a little odd...but then again, many see us christians as a little odd as well. Especially, those of us that are a part of the homeschool culture! With that in mind, I hope you enjoy this little number from one of my favorite christian comedians Tim Hawkins!

Wednesday, June 10, 2009

The Way Up is Down

From our book study, Unpacking Forgiveness:

"Jesus delivers a lesson on humility in the context of teaching on conflict resolution and forgiveness. We see quickly how relevant humility is to those situations. First, true humility nips conflict in the bud. In one way or another, selfish pride causes all quarrels and fights (James 4:1-10; Matt. 7:1-5). Second, if we are truly humble, then when we do have conflicts, they will be resolved far more quickly."

"Pride is not limited to arrogance or cockiness; it is not just an inflated opinion of oneself. Pride is any way of putting self into central focus. This distinction is critical because if we understand it, we can identify more subtle, more insidious kinds of pride. In addition to arrogance or conceit, pride might express itself in any of the following ways: overly critical, insecure, shy, overly sensitive, impatient with others shortcomings, easily embarrassed, or given to worry and anxiety. If you couldn't find yourself in the list, you are not off the hook. We all struggle in some way with centering too much on ourselves. C.S. Lewis said, 'if you think you are not conceited, then you are very conceited indeed'. He also said that 'there is no fault which we are more unconscious of than in ourselves'. The question is not if you struggle with pride but how."

C.J Mahaney says in his little book "Humility: True Greatness" that pride is our greatest enemy and humility is our greatest friend. So, listen to a few more quotes on this very important topic:

Jonathan Edwards - "pride is the worst viper that is in the heart and the greatest disturber of the soul's peace and sweet communion with Christ". He called sin the most difficult sin to root out and the most "hidden, secret and deceitful of all lusts".

John Stott - "pride is more than the first of the seven deadly sins; it is the essence of all sin".

Charles Bridges - "pride is contending for God's supremacy"

Pride is when sinful human beings aspire to the status and position of God and refuse to acknowledge their dependence upon Him!!

So what is the first and greatest remedy for the sin of pride?

John Owen - "fill your affections with the cross of Christ that there may be no room for sin" (including pride)

Martyn Lloyd Jones - "there is only one thing I know that crushes me to the ground and humiliates me to the dust, and that is to look at the Son of God and especially contemplate the cross...nothing but the cross can give us the spirit of humility"

John Stott - "every time we look at the cross Christ seems to be saying to us, 'I am here because of you. It is your sin I am bearing, your curse I am suffering, your debt I am paying, your death I am dying'. Nothing in history or in the universe cuts us down to size like the cross. All of us have inflated views of ourselves, especially in self-righteousness, until we have visited a place called Calvary. It is there, at the foot of the cross, that we shrink to our true size."

There are many other disciplines that will help us to fight off pride and to be truly humbled, but none greater than staying near to the Cross.

We sing it often in "When I survey the wondrous cross on which the Prince of Glory died, my richest gain I count but loss and pour contempt on all my pride".

True humility comes from application of Truth! Humility will come when we honestly assess ourselves in light of God's holiness and our sinfulness. Once again it is so critical that we know the Truth of God's Word because what we "believe" will always affect the way we "behave"!

Tuesday, June 2, 2009

The Final Word

The following is my article in our church newsletter, The Final Word:

On June 7th, we will finish (God willing!) a 6 week sermon series on “Can I really know if there is a God?” The study was intended to answer questions like:
- If there really is a God, has He done anything to make Himself known?
- Has God left us with any evidence or clues that He truly exists?
- Is it really possible for a human being to know that there is a God?

The study is assuming that if we are to know God, it is up to Him to do something to make Himself known. If God chose to keep Himself hidden, He could! But the Bible tells us that we have been given much revelation from God to let us know who He is! God has not left Himself without a testimony, but instead has revealed Himself through Creation, our conscience, the Commandments, through Christ and even through His church.

But, while it is true that God has revealed Himself through these means, it is also still true that for us to know Him, it will require work or diligence on our part. Much like any good relationship that you have, it is only possible because the other person is willing to open up themselves and allow you to know them. But, just because someone is willing to be known doesn’t guarantee that you will have a deep and meaningful relationship with them. Often it takes effort and work on your part. You have to set time aside for conversations and activities that allow you to truly understand and know the other person. This is why the Bible often uses terms like “seek the Lord” and “draw near to God” or “pursue God”. For us to know God and have a growing relationship with Him, it will always require diligence and discipline on our part.

I am telling you this as an introduction to a new summer series that we will be offering beginning June 14th during the Adult Bible Fellowships. Our ABF classes meet at 9:30 am each Sunday morning. We will be taking a class called “Spiritual Disciplines: For the purpose of Godliness”. This class will be a foundation class for us as we launch our “Core Tracks” in September. The Spiritual Disciplines class is based on a book by Donald Whitney called “Spiritual Disciplines for the Christian Life”. The goal of this class is to help each of us grow in godliness.

We usually like to think about ourselves growing in godliness but we cringe when we hear the word discipline. But we have to remind ourselves that growth in godliness doesn’t just happen. It is no different than any other area of skill or ability. Most of us have been watching the NBA playoffs here in Northeast Ohio. We are following our beloved Cavaliers and hoping that they can forge a comeback over the Orlando Magic (UPDATE: Never mind!!). Every Cavs fan knows that there is one reason why they have made it this far and there is only one guy who can possibly bring them back. LeBron. Yes, he has reached the status of “one name” individuals. Like Michael, Tiger, Shaq, and now LeBron. Well, when we watch LeBron do what he does, we often forget that this required hours of commitment and dedication to the sport of basketball. It often looks so effortless for him that we deceive ourselves by thinking that this just comes natural for him. Certainly natural talent and ability has something to do with it but LeBron had to do something with that natural talent and ability that God gave him. He had to put in many years of disciplined practice. While LeBron’s efforts are celebrated before a worldwide audience, our efforts to grow in godliness are still far more important.

The apostle Paul spoke of this in I Timothy 4:7-8:

“train yourself for godliness; for while bodily training is of some value, godliness is of value in every way, as it holds promise for the present life and also for the life to come.”

As important and impressive as physical training and exercise can be, we are told here that spiritual training unto godliness is far more significant. In fact, while physical training does have some value (strength, better health, etc.), godliness has value in every way! Knowing God and becoming more Christ-like will have an impact on every part of our lives. The word “train” in I Timothy in the greek is actually where we get the word “gymnasium” in English. When we do physical training, we often go to the gym to use weights or kettle bells (ask Mary Jane and Amanda) to train and build up your muscles. In much the same way, the spiritual disciplines are like the weights that we use to exercise ourselves unto godliness. We will be taking a look at the following spiritual disciplines throughout the summer: Bible intake, prayer, worship, evangelism, service, stewardship, fasting, silence and solitude, journaling and learning.

So, we hope that you will commit to being a part of these classes and grow in godliness this summer and continue in them until Christ returns!

May I end this with a warning from the author himself:

“Do not fall into the trap of thinking that spiritual disciplines are a way to reconciliation with God. Practicing, even mastering spiritual disciplines will not make you right with God. Only repentance and faith in Jesus Christ – trusting in His atoning sacrifice to pay the penalty for your sins and having His righteousness credited to your account – can make you right with God. Throughout our Christian life, when we are seeking to do something to grow closer to God – we must be aware of our innate attraction to seek forgiveness from God through obedience to God. Only Christ can reconcile us to God!”

Saturday, May 30, 2009

Everything else can wait!!

This past week I was away with a College group from our church to a conference called "NEXT". NEXT was in Baltimore, Maryland over Memorial Day Weekend.

While we enjoyed our time of fellowship with one another, the most important part was worshiping our Great God through music and the preaching and teaching of God's Word!

The conference had a very unusual theme - Beholding Jesus Christ! You would think that "beholding Christ" would not be an unusual theme for christian conferences...but in a day and age where most conferences are about self-help, healing, finances, relationships, successful Christian living, and (the one I despise the most) church growth...this conference really is a rarity!

We spent 4 days beholding Jesus Christ and it was awesome! We heard messages on Christ and His incarnation, life, death, resurrection and His return. The speakers were Josh Harris, D.A Carson, Kevin DeYoung, C.J. Mahaney and Sinclair Ferguson. I personally got to meet C.J (he actually pushed Jaxson around in his stroller - I have a picture to prove it!) and Sinclair Ferguson. Which leads me to a funny moment. As many of you know, every year I attend the Basics pastor's conference at Parkside Church with Alistair Begg. Each year they have different speakers in...so when we were there just a couple of weeks ago, Alistair said they do not have the lineup yet for next year but they are looking at Tim Keller, possibly Mahaney, and possibly Ferguson. So, when I met them, I mentioned that we hope they will both come next year to the conference. Each of them gave me a blank stare and then said "this is news to me!" (Alistair, if your reading...which I'm sure your not!!...I'm sorry! I hope I didnt get you in trouble! But if you would like...I am willing to travel the country to invite each speaker on your behalf...if Tim Challies can travel to conferences as a blogger, why cant I travel to conferences as your representative? Just let me know...I'll be waiting!)

Ok...back to the point of the blog. Each message was excellent but one quote really stood out, so I thought I would share it with you. C.J Mahaney quoted Charles Spurgeon as he began his message on the death of Christ. Here it is:

“Dear friends I am going to preach to you again upon the cornerstone of the gospel. How many times will this make, I wonder? The doctrine of Christ crucified is always with me. As the Romans sentinel in Pompeii stood to his post even when the city was destroyed, so do I…every thing else can wait, but this one truth must be proclaimed with a voice of thunder. Others may preach as they will but as for this pulpit it shall always resound with the substitutions of the Christ…Our blessed Savior would have us hold his death in great reverence; it is to be our chief memory we cannot think of that death too often.” – Charles Spurgeon

So, when C.J. Mahaney concluded his message, he finished with these words:

"Are you indifferent to the cross or are you repentant? Do you see the sacrifice of the Savior as your only hope? Do you see the cross as the ultimate demonstration and expression of God’s love for you?

For the Christian I pray that this proclamation of his death leaves you amazed by the grace of God. We cannot think of his death too often.

May his death be our chief memory from this conference. Everything else can wait."

Amen!

If you would like to hear this message or any of the others from the Next conference, they are now available as free downloads on the Next website.

Click here

Thursday, May 21, 2009

Do not be surpised by suffering!

This past Sunday evening I opened the service by reading from 1 Peter 4:12-13 ("Dear friends, do not be surprised at the painful trial you are suffering….But rejoice that you participate in the sufferings of Christ...") because this has been on my heart lately. And then today, I found some writings on these verses from a missionary in Equatorial Guinea (thanks to Kevin DeYoung's blog). The missionary who writes the following is named Jason Carter. Jason's wife Lisa is now very sick and they have not been able to diagnose the cause of her illness. They also have one little boy named Kenyon. Please read the following and then pray for this missionary family!

In the States, when suffering occurs, many times we are surprised by it. My attitude usually is: “There are solutions; this isn’t supposed to happen. Everything will turn out okay.” In Africa, people would be surprised if suffering didn’t occur. “Nobody in the hospital?....What’s going on here?” I can remember some days when our church of almost 1800 members in Bloomington, Illinois didn’t have a single person in the hospital! That would never happen in Equatorial Guinea.

But, yet, here I am, still getting surprised by suffering – both ours and our friends’ suffering – showing me how American I really am. I get surprised that Mateo Ndong (20 years old) can come back from a youth retreat feeling fine and then proceed to spend the next 3 weeks in bed -- sitting in a hospital bed for the last week where 4 people die in 7 days from the same thing he has. And it’s purely a tropical illness – nobody knows WHY this happens! (How can this be?!!) His calf and foot are enlarged and the doctors have no answer to why this sort of thing happens – there is no explanation (it’s simply called an abscess). And the treatment seems, to my (admittedly) untrained medical mind, like something out of the medieval ages: they will slice open his leg to draw out the puss and hope that takes care of it.

So when 1 Peter says we shouldn’t be surprised at the painful trials of suffering, I must confess it’s actually hard not to be surprised at so much suffering. Peter is actually counter-intuitive for me!! Does the fact that suffering sneaks up on me, surprises me, and catches me off guard tell me how American I really am? Tell me how insulated to suffering my life has been? Oh, there are definitely Americans who have seen more than “their share” of suffering – folks with whom I wouldn’t want to change places with in the States – but it just seems that the African “share” in the balance of suffering is tipped decidedly and continually in their “favor”.

Here in EG, when somebody dies, you can smell it at the funeral. There is no make-up, nobody says “oh, look how beautiful Mrs. Obiang is” at the funeral – No. The deceased person actually looks…well, dead. There is no covering up the fact by make-up or an expensive coffin. The family usually has to dig the grave. It’s the family who probably nailed some boards together to make the coffin. At the funeral you see the finality (and sound) of dirt being piled upon the wooden box. Africans aren’t surprised by suffering. It doesn’t sneak up on them. It’s their traveling companion in the journey of life.

This should actually teach me a great deal. If it’s a lesson I am willing to learn.

But, it’s a lot easier to visit the hospital as a pastor-missionary than live with uncertainty over your own roof and in your own life. As Lisa and I ponder our return to the States and wait to be able to identity what is really going on health-wise with Lisa, it’s a difficult time. Not knowing is tough. To live in the information age without adequate information is exasperating. And yet, “do not be surprised at the painful trial you are suffering…but rejoice”. That is, for lack of a better term, just plain “weird”. The Bible sometimes speaks Fang to me – as in, I can barely make out what is going on and pretty soon I find myself not really trying (or wanting) to understand.

Suffering is never part of the plan. Or rather, never part of our plan. And yet: “Moses approached the thick darkness where God was” (Ex. 20:21). I don’t like the fact that, at times, God resides there – in thick darkness. Just as a passenger would rather have a storm-tested sailor leading a voyage on the rough seas, I’m trusting that God is using the difficulties and testings of Africa to deepen my own spiritual anchors. I want to lean into these experiences (easier said than done) to have a life that is more “storm-tested”, to be able to navigate from the stern of the ship with more perspective and depth. That’s the destination and my prayer….one day, I hope to get there.


May God help us to no longer be surprised by suffering that comes our way, but to actually rejoice in the fact that we are accounted worthy to be followers of our Suffering Savior!

Sunday, May 10, 2009

Basics Pastors Conference

Tomorrow a few men from our church and myself will join many other pastors and church leaders at Parkside Church for a pastors conference. This conference is always one of the highlights of the year for me for two main reasons. First, because the teaching that I am able to sit under is always refreshing and Christ exalting! Second, because of the opportunity to fellowship with other men whom I serve alongside of all through the year. I began to attend this conference in May of 2001 and have not missed one ever since. I still remember attending that first conference by myself (before I came to FBCH) and wishing that I had some other leaders from my current ministry with me. So, one of the great joys of attending this conference is that I am not attending alone, but that other leaders from our church will also be blessed by the time of teaching and fellowship.

Each conference is led by Pastor Alistair Begg and includes a couple of visiting pastors/speakers. This year we are blessed to have John Piper and John Lennox alongside of Alistair Begg and music led by Keith and Kristen Getty.

After Alistair Begg, I have probably been influenced the most by John Piper and his ministry. If you are not familiar with John Piper (and even if you are), I thought you might like to read a short interview with him which includes his spiritual disciplines, his exercise program, what books have influenced him the most...etc.

If you are interested in reading, click here

Friday, May 1, 2009

Unpacking Forgiveness

I am excited about a Book Study that we will begin at the end of the month of May. While I was away at a Pastor's Conference, the thought of starting a book study began to form. As a pastor, I am blessed to be able to read and study. One of the priorities of a pastor is to "continue to study and learn" so I can better equip and teach the people whom God has put underneath my care. So, I am constantly striving to learn more and to read good books that will help me to better understand our Great God and His perfect Word! So, I am blessed to be given time to read - most jobs do not allow you to read. My job actually has time "built in" for me to read and learn (and I am so thankful!!). Often while I am reading, I am hit with the thought of how I would love for our church congregation to be able to read some of this great material that I am learning. So, the idea of a book study was born out of the desire to pass much of this great information on to more people. So, at the end of May we are beginning a book study that I hope is the first among many!

Our first book study is by author Chris Brauns called "Unpacking Forgiveness". This book is an attempt by the author to give biblical answers to complex questions and deep wounds. While the name Chris Brauns may be new to you (it was to me)...I have found his writings to be clear, practical and most importantly they are biblically sound. Chris Brauns is senior pastor at the Congregational Christian Church in Illinois. He earned his MBA from Northern Iowa University, MDiv from Grand Rapids Theological Seminary, and DMin from Gordon-Conwell Theological Seminary.

The book begins with a Pop Quiz on the subject of forgiveness. Last week, we placed these questions in our church bulletin and this coming week we will give the answers according to the book. In case you didn't get it OR you do not attend our church, here is the quiz (plus a couple of questions that I have included):

THE FORGIVENESS QUIZ - QUESTIONS (TRUE OR FALSE)

1. Where deep wounds between people are concerned, forgivness can be unpacked in a moment.
2. Personal happiness and joy can legitimatly motivate people to live out what the Bible teaches and how it should take place.
3. Most Christian pastors and counselors agree about what forgiveness is and how it should take place.
4. Forgiveness occurs properly only when certain conditions are met.
5. Jesus said little about how people should resolve interpersonal conflict.
6. A willingness to forgive is a test of whether or not a person will go to heaven when he or she dies.
7. Good people get to the bottom of all their disagreements.
8. There are times when it is wrong to forgive.
9. Sometimes it is necessary for us to forgive God.
10. God forgives everyone for everything.

I hope that taking this quiz will motivate you to be apart of this study or to purchase this book and study it on your own. It is well worth your time and may be a great help to you (and to others whom you influence) on the very difficult subject of forgiveness!!

Saturday, April 11, 2009

An Appointment With the Father

Here is an article from my friend in Jerusalem. It lets us see a little bit of how the Passover is observed in Jerusalem. There are pictures as well.


On Wednesday evening our family participated in a Passover meal with 120 other believers in Jerusalem. Each portion of the meal was a reminder of what God has done to redeem His people from the bondage of the Egyptians during the Exodus from Egypt. For the believer, it was also a reminder of our freedom from the bondage of sin in the death of our Passover lamb, Jesus the Messiah.

On Thursday we traveled to Samaria to observe the Samaritans conducting their yearly sacrifice of the Passover lamb, one for each family as prescribed in the Law. While the Jews in ancient times worshiped God in Jerusalem, the Samaritans continue to worship God on Mt. Gerizim in Samaria (ie. Jesus' encounter with the Samaritan woman in John 4).
To see pictures of this sacrifice, click here. WARNING: photo of slain lamb.

In both instances, the Jewish families and their Passover meals, as well as the Samaritans and their sacrificial lambs, the focus continues to be on the picture or the shadow of the real thing that has already come. They have missed their appointment with God.

Jesus, on the other hand, knew the Scriptures. He made sure to keep his appointment with the Father. Leviticus 23:4-6 tells us regarding Passover and the Feast of Unleavened Bread that these are God's appointed times. The English translates this as feasts or convocations, but the literal meaning in Hebrew is appointments. Passover (the slaying of the lamb followed by the Passover feast) was to begin at sundown on the 14th of Nissan. This coincides with the beginning of the Feast of Unleavened bread. According to Matthew 26:17-18, Jesus instructed his disciples about preparations for the Passover by saying my appointed time is near.

As Jesus ate this Passover meal with his disciples, he used it as an opportunity to reveal to them what they had only known in word pictures and symbols. The innocent lambs that are sacrificed every year at Passover have been pointing to this moment. I will now give my body to be broken. I will pour out my blood for the forgiveness of sins. In just a few hours the Lamb of God will fulfill his purpose and keep his appointment with the Father. The Son of Man did not come to be served, but to serve and to give his life as a ransom for many.

Have a blessed Resurrection Day!
Dave in Jerusalem

Wednesday, April 8, 2009

He bore our sins in His body on the tree

Here is my latest article for the newsletter "The Final Word":

As we approach Passion Week (from April 5th to 12th), I would encourage you to spend some time reading through one of the Gospels. Since we have been studying the gospel of Luke each Sunday, I am going to read through the gospel of Mark this coming week. You could read a few chapters each day or sit down for an hour or two and read straight through. Whether you are reading through Mark or studying Luke, either way you will be struck with an impression that Jesus knew “who He was” (the Son of God) and “what He had was to do” (fulfill the Messianic role). And since He was the Son of God and He had come to fulfill the Messianic role, He knew that His messianic mission centered on going to the Cross and being put to death. He spoke of this often and with absolute resolve. In Luke, it is said of Jesus that “he set his face toward Jerusalem”. All over the gospels we hear Jesus speaking of the Cross as something certain. So, we might find it somewhat surprising to find Jesus in His final hours beginning to “fear” the crucifixion that He so often spoke of and seemed bound and determined to face. We find Him in the Garden of Gethsemane overcome with “horror and dismay” praying that “if it be possible, take this cup from me” but continuing by saying “nevertheless not what I will, but Thy will be done”. And if this wasn’t troubling enough, we then hear Christ on the Cross crying out “my God, my God, why hast thou forsaken me?” Why such fear? Many have lost “respect” for Jesus because of these two events. It has been said that many others have died with greater bravery than what is seen here of Jesus. Stephen faced death with joy and even Socrates, the pagan philosopher, drank his hemlock and died without a tremor. So, why was Jesus so afraid of death when many others have faced it (even by crucifixion) (and martyrdom) without any fear whatsoever? What was it that Jesus feared so much?

Well, if you understand the Biblical account of the death and crucifixion of Christ, then you know that it was not simply dying that Jesus feared. In fact, Jesus had no fear of death. It was what His death was accomplishing. The Bible tells us that Jesus was taking upon Him the burden of the world’s sin, consenting to be, and actually being, numbered with the transgressors! It was because Jesus was made sin for us…He was bearing God’s judgment on sin. The unique dreadfulness of His death lies in the fact that He tasted on Calvary the wrath of God that was ours, so making propitiation for our sins.

But, this thought has become to commonplace for us. We have heard it said so many times…that I am afraid we have become numb to the fact that Christ took our sins and bore the penalty for our sins – namely, the wrath of God. What would that look like? What would that feel like? Well, let’s hear how Rick Gamache puts it:

“Jesus looks up to His Father, His Father looks back. But Jesus does not recognize these eyes. They pierce the invisible world with fire and darken the visible sky. Jesus feels dirty. He hangs between earth and heaven filthy with all of human wickedness on His shoulders. The Father speaks: ‘Son of Man! Why have you sinned against Me and heaped scorn on My great glory? You are self-sufficient and self-righteous – consumed with yourself and puffed up and selfishly ambitious. You rob Me of My glory and worship what’s inside of you instead of looking out to the One who created you. You are a greedy, lazy gluttonous slanderer and gossip. You are a lying, conceited, ungrateful, cruel adulterer. You practice sexual immorality; you make pornography and you fill your mind with vulgarity. You exchange My truth for a lie and worship the creature instead of the Creator. And so you are given up to your homosexual passions, dressing immodestly, and lusting after what is forbidden. With all your heart you love perverse pleasure. You hate your brother and murder him with the bullets of anger fired from your own heart. You kill babies for your convenience. You oppress the poor and ignore the needy. You persecute my people. You love money and prestige and honor. You put on a cloak of outward piety, but inside you are filled with dead men’s bones – you hypocrite!

You are lukewarm and easily enticed by the world. You covet and can’t have so you murder. You are filled with envy and rage and bitterness and unforgiveness. You blame others for your sin and are too proud to even call it sin. You are never slow to speak. You have a razor tongue that lashes and cuts with its criticism and sinful judgment. Your words do not impart grace. Instead your mouth is a fountain of condemnation and guilt and obscene talk. You are a false prophet leading people astray. You mock your parents. You have no self-control. You are a betrayer who stirs up division and factions. You’re a drunkard and a thief. You’re an anxious coward. You do not trust Me. You blaspheme against Me. You are an unsubmissive wife. And you are a lazy, disengaged husband. You file for divorce and crush the parable of my love for the church. You’re a pimp and a drug dealer. You practice divination and worship demons. The list of your sins goes on and on and on and on. And I hate these things inside of you. I’m filled with disgust and indignation for your sin consumes me. Now, drink my cup!

And Jesus does. He drinks for hours. He downs every drop of the scalding liquid of God’s own hatred of sin mingled with His white-hot wrath against that sin. This is the Father’s cup: omnipotent hatred and anger for the sins of every generation past, present, and future- omnipotent wrath directed and one man hanging on a cross.
The Father can no longer look at his beloved Son, His heart’s treasure, the mirror-image of Himself. He looks away. Jesus cries out to heaven, “my God, my God, why have you forsaken me?

Silence. Separation.

Jesus finally cries, “It is finished.” And it is. Every sin of every child of God has been laid on Jesus and he drank the cup of God’s wrath dry.

And he dies. Mission accomplished! Sacrifice accepted!”

Had Jesus really done any of these sins? No, but you and I have done many (if not all) of these sins and more. Jesus took our sins – He bore our sins in His body on the tree. He was forsaken so that we could be forgiven. May we respond to Christ and His work on the Cross much like the merciful centurion who looked up at the lifeless body of Jesus and was filled with awe. He dropped to his knees and declared, “Truly this man was the Son of God!”

Friday, April 3, 2009

A couple of quick reminders for First Baptist Church of Howland Members:

1. Tomorrow is a Work Day - Saturday, April 4th. We need your help. The construction work on the restrooms is almost complete. We are trying to get as much done before Easter Sunday (next Sunday, April 12th)as possible. It is fitting that we are doing this work just a few days after Ron Brown's funeral. The property was always kept neat and clean under his care and supervision. It will take a "team" of us to pick up the slack. Please come out tomorrow and possibly Tuesday night, April 7th (work night) to do some "spring cleaning"!!

2. This Sunday is Palm Sunday. We will be celebrating the Lord's Supper together. Please remember that this is an important part of being a part of the body of Christ. Be in attendance this Sunday - and let's "Remember Jesus"!!

3. We will be having a Good Friday Service at 6:30 pm on April 10th. This is another opportunity for us to remember our Savior's sacrifice and to praise Him for "not holding our sins against us".

4. Next Sunday is Easter Sunday. We will have two services with a "fellowship breakfast" in between. The service times are 8:30am and 10:45am.

5. Finally, our college class will be attending a conference at the end of May over Memorial Day weekend. The conference is called "NEXT" and is intended for singles and young married couples. If you would have any interest, go to the link for the Next Conference to the right of this blog. We would love to have as many as possible attend this conference and spend a few days "beholding Jesus together".

Friday, March 20, 2009

The Holiness of God Conference

As many of you know, I am away at the "Holiness of God" conference hosted by R.C Sproul and Ligonier Ministries. Of course this means that I am currently in Orlando, Florida where it is approximately 80 degrees! But the best part of it, is that I do not have to go to Disney while I'm here!!

Anyway, back to the point of this post - I had considered trying to give some notes from the sessions but then I stumbled upon the Ligonier Ministries blog and realized that there is no way I could compete with Alex Chediak. So, I encourage you to go to Ligonier Ministries Blog (one of the links to the right of this post - listed as R.C. Sproul's blog) and check out what we have been learning about.

While all the sessions have been profitable, I will give you my top 3:

1. R.C. Sproul's kickoff address - "I am the Lord, there is no other"
2. Thabiti Anyabwile's message - "Cosmic Treason: Sin & the Holiness of God"
3. D.A Carson's talk - "A Holy Nation: The Church's High Calling"

The conference will conclude tomorrow at 1:00 pm with a final address from R.C Sproul

Btw, all of you that are reading this from Warren, Ohio...while down here I have been introduced to this big, yellow, round object in the sky...something I have never seen in "Always Partly Cloudy Warren, Ohio"...I will see if I can negotiate a deal where we can have this thing they call the "sun" visit us in Northeast Ohio once in a while!!

Tuesday, March 17, 2009

Happy St. Patrick's Day!!

Today is commonly referred to as St. Patrick's Day and all that most people seem to know about this day is that they are supposed to wear green!

So, to help us know a little more about St. Patrick, here is an excerpt from his confessions:

"For there is no other God, nor ever was before, nor shall be hereafter, but God the Father, unbegotten and without beginning, in whom all things began, whose are all things, as we have been taught; and his son Jesus Christ, who manifestly always existed with the Father, before the beginning of time in the spirit with the Father, indescribably begotten before all things, and all things visible and invisible were made by him. He was made man, conquered death and was received into Heaven, to the Father who gave him all power over every name in Heaven and on Earth and in Hell, so that every tongue should confess that Jesus Christ is Lord and God, in whom we believe. And we look to his imminent coming again, the judge of the living and the dead, who will render to each according to his deeds. And he poured out his Holy Spirit on us in abundance, the gift and pledge of immortality, which makes the believers and the obedient into sons of God and co-heirs of Christ who is revealed, and we worship one God in the Trinity of holy name." ~ Excerpt from the Confession of Saint Patrick

If you would like to read more about St. Patrick, go to the following website:
http://www.ccel.org/ccel/patrick/confession.ii.html

Happy St. Patrick's Day!!

Thursday, March 5, 2009

Lessons in Leviticus

As many of you know, I spend every Wednesday evening with a group of "college age students" and we are currently reading through the Bible and getting an overview of what the Bible is all about!

So, we are currently in Leviticus. This is not an easy book to study but we are finding that all of Scripture points us to Christ (just as Jesus said). The book deals so much with "holiness", "sacrifices", things that are "clean and unclean".

So, here is a quick summary of lessons we are learning from Leviticus:

1. We praise God that all those O.T sacrifices were just a "picture" of what would come and that Christ is the Fulfillment of all of those sacrifices. Hebrews 8:1-6 says, "Now the point in what we are saying is this: we have such a high priest, one who is seated at the right hand of the throne of the Majesty in heaven, a minister in the holy places, in the true tent that the Lord set up, not man. For every high priest is appointed to offer gifts and sacrifices; thus it is necessary for this priest also to have something to offer. Now if he were on earth, he would not be a priest at all, since there are priests who offer gifts according to the law. They serve a copy and shadow of the heavenly things. For when Moses was about to erect the tent, he was instructed by God, saying, 'see that you make everything according to the pattern that was shown you on the mountain.' But as it is, Christ has obtained a ministry that is as much more excellent than the old as the covenant he mediates is better, since it is enacted on better promises."

2. Leviticus also teaches us that God cares about how He is worshiped! Not just that we worship God, but "how" we worship. We cannot approach God however we please. It is a serious thing to worship God and we must come on His terms! Therefore, we better be serious about learning His Word because that is the place we get instructions on "who God is" and "how we are to approach Him". Not approaching God rightly is sin. And not knowing, or ignorance is no excuse for sin. So, we must take getting in His Word seriously so we know how to approach God and worship Him rightly!

3. Finally, we see that "everything" matters to God! When God calls us to live "holy", He means in "every area" of our lives. Every phase of our lives is to be lived in such a way that we are pleasing to Him.

So in conclusion, we challenged ourselves by asking this question:

- Does being a christian truly affect everything about my life? Do I have any areas (closets) that I exclude from God??

I hope that you have a plan for reading God's Word this year...and whatever it is, may I encourage you to stay with it and see how God will use it to help each of us grow in wisdom and godliness!

Monday, February 9, 2009

Our Sufficiency is in God Alone!

Well, I suppose a “congratulations” is in order for all the Pittsburgh Steelers fans out there. With another Super Bowl victory, the Steelers have separated themselves from the rest of the league with the most Super Bowl trophies (6). At least the Arizona Cardinals gave you a game and even had us all on the edge of our seats right down to the end.

As many of you know, I am definitely not a Pittsburgh Steelers fan! Growing up in this part of the country, you are typically a Browns or Steelers fan. In my home, we were brought up to cheer for the Cleveland Browns and therefore also cheer for anyone who is playing against the Steelers. At the age of 9, I left my first love (the Browns) and turned to the Miami Dolphins and I have been a Dolphins fan ever since. Although I did not remain a Browns fan, the part about not liking the Steelers has stuck with me throughout the years. But, I do have to admit that lately I have found myself “disliking” the Steelers less and less. Probably for 2 primary reasons:
1. Because of the Steelers style of play. Anyone who knows anything about football has to respect the way they play hard-nosed defense and good fundamental football.
2. But, the second reason is because of their head coach Mike Tomlin. When the Steelers hired Tomlin I knew all Steeler “haters” were in trouble. Sure he took over a very good football team with a lot of things already in place, but sometimes that is a more difficult situation to take over than starting something from scratch. I have observed and listened to Tomlin speak on many occasions and I have always gone away knowing that this guy “gets it” and will be very successful as a head coach.

Now stay with me, there is a point to all of this!

Immediately after the game, Tomlin was asked the question “did you have confidence that you could do this (win a championship) back when you were hired?” The question being asked referring to Tomlin’s age when hired (32) and only one other African-American coach having ever won a Super Bowl (Tony Dungy). And it was Tomlin’s answer to that question, that I have been considering ever since. The question opened the door for Tomlin to answer by saying “yes, I knew all along that I could do this”. Which certainly would have been a confident answer and maybe some would even consider it an arrogant answer. But Tomlin instead chose to answer it in this way – “I had faith in the Rooneys…I believed in the process…and that they knew what they were doing”.

In that answer, Tomlin did something that we as Christians can learn from. Tomlin acknowledged that his confidence did not ultimately lie within himself as much as those who were in authority over him and chose to put him in the place that they did.

I hope that you are getting the point of all of this!

You see we have been chosen by God. As Christians, it is God Himself who put a calling on our lives. He has called us to Himself and made us His followers. He has also called us into His service. And if we ever have questions of inferiority or inability, we must remind ourselves that our strength and ability and confidence does not (and should not) lie within ourselves.

Think of how many individuals portrayed this in God’s Word. When God called Moses to be the leader of the nation of Israel, Moses was not confident that he was the right man for the job. Jeremiah told the Lord that he was too young. Joseph when questioned about his ability to interpret dreams, responded by saying “not me, but the Lord”. We are constantly reminded that our sufficiency is not in and of ourselves. No, our sufficiency is in the Lord.

If we have questions of whether or not we are talented enough…smart enough…able enough…then we are in good company. In fact, I would dare say that if we think we are sufficient for these things than God cannot and will not use us! Why? First Corinthians chapter 1 deals much with the calling of God on our lives. Listen to how Paul the Apostle describes it:

“for you see your calling, brethren, that not many wise, not many mighty, not many noble are called. But God has chosen the foolish things of the world to put to shame the wise, and God has chosen the weak things of the world to put to shame the things which are mighty…so that no flesh should glory in His presence…therefore, ‘He who glories, let him glory in the Lord’”

Just recently in a bible study, we were looking at the life of Moses. Moses was a very unlikely character to be called by God and to be used in a mighty way. So, I stopped and asked our group “is Moses a likely character or unlikely character for God to use?” And both answers can be correct. According to the world, Moses is definitely an unlikely character but if you know God and you know how He works, then Moses is a likely character for God to put His hand upon and use in a mighty way for His own glory!

This is good news for you and me. We are “unlikely characters” as well…which makes us prime subjects for Him to use. So, like Tomlin, lets keep reminding ourselves that our sufficiency and confidence does not lie somewhere within ourselves but in the One who has chosen us and called us!

Thursday, January 8, 2009

"We cannot Lord, Thy Purpose See"

Just a couple of weeks ago, my wife received an email that brought us both to tears! It comes from a parent who just lost her son. Obviously, that would be enough to stir any parent's emotions...but this goes much further than that. As you read, consider this woman's faith and trust in the Sovereignty of God. Notice how the gospel impacts the way she sees everything - even this great tragedy and loss. And last but not least, please be in prayer for this family!

Dear all,

It is with extreme sadness that I tell you that my 7 year old son, Rohan, was hit by a truck yesterday, and died. We were at a bike trail, but had to cross a highway to get back to the park where our car was. I checked the road to ensure it was clear before crossing, but there are two blind curves and well the elderly driver didn't see him. I had caught sight of the pickup as my dd9 and I cleared the pedestrian crossing, and I noticed my son was not right behind us. I yelled at him to stay put, but it was too late. His step-dad and my aunt were a few minutes behind us on the trail, as they were walking. My dd9 is pretty torn up, and it's hard not to play the "what-if" game. Last night was torturous, but this evening I finally napped on his bed, then my church brothers and sisters came over and I tell you, after they prayed with my family and I, I felt so much peace. The ME should release his body on Monday, then the funeral service will be on Friday.

Please pray for my family...my first husband passed away 6 years ago, when Rohan was 18 months and Bree was 3 1/2. Our younger daughter wasn't with us, but as she is 4, she doesn't quite understand the finality of it. I feel like my heart has been ripped right out of my chest, yet I know that God does not make mistakes, and I will see him again. Reminds me of that line,

"we cannot Lord, Thy purpose see,
but all is well, that is done by Thee."

He touched so many lives in his short time here, with a heart that was greater than his body. As I saw his broken body lying there on the side of the street, I couldn't help but recall the One whose body was broken for me, that I might have life!! There is pain, but there is also hope.

Thanks be to God who gives us the victory!

Blessings,
Shelly Wilson and family,

Zephyrhills, Fl

Tuesday, January 6, 2009

Bible Reading

This past Sunday Don Smith (who wears too many hats to list) led our Adult Bible Fellowship Class. As Don encouraged us to read God's Word this year, he mentioned a book by R.C Sproul entitled "5 Things Every Christian Needs to Grow". This book focuses on the basics or fundamentals of the christian life. Sproul lists 5 main categories: 1) Prayer 2) Bible Study 3) Worship 4) Service 5) Stewardship.

I would like to encourage you as well to consider reading this book. I have attached below an interview with R.C Sproul regarding this book (if you are interested).

As Don finished his teaching, he mentioned Sproul's Bible reading plan for "First Timers". This reading plan is a little different than most and I would encourage you to give it a try. If you are interested in a different plan, Don gave us a plethora of Bible reading plans that can be used throughout 2009. Here are some choices:

a. First Timers (already mentioned)
b. Different Topics Plan
c. Bible Story Plan
d. OT and NT Reading Plan
e. The "Light" Reading Plan (NT, Psalms and Proverbs)

Obviously, the goal is to have a plan and then stick to it. Whichever plan you use, the bottom line is that each of us need to get in the Word so that the Word gets in us!

Our college class is working through the Bible one book at a time. We are doing an overview of the whole Bible - reading through a book on our own and then discussing it in our bible study each Wednesday. Thus far, we have completed Genesis and we are just beginning Exodus. If you would like more information regarding our reading through the Bible, feel free to post a comment or email at pastorcroyts@yahoo.com

Interview with R.C Sproul:
1. Part 1
2. Part 2
3. Part 3